Thursday, April 28, 2005

titanic
so yersterday i got up did some minor things and kinda just lost energy as the day progressed. My neice came home from school and we went to eat mexican, came back and i got online and stayed there till later when antm was on and my friend came over. Afterwards i dyed her hair, then scanned some pix, then bye bye. I got online, got on the phone, got into bed and goodnight again. That was pretty much it. Boring right? Well, i think that i am just stuck in a place i dont want to be in right now. I have lots on my mind and im also looking for a new place and a new situation, ive got tons to do, so much that im frozen. I need some help but dont know where to even begin, i keep telling myself strand for strand, but the truth is i dont know which strand off which rope to begin with. Everything is coming to a quick end and im stuck without an answer, no wonder i have trouble sleeping at night, the thought of inactivity is poison. yet here i am, online, waiting for that guillotine again.

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