Thursday, April 01, 2004

Time spent, fixing things, sending out mass emails, getting new shows, practicing, hanging out, promoting, doing grfx, phonecalls, pets, cooking, and more grfx. I need a break from all this.
That said, im happier than i have ever been. I like this life. Although i am very very tired from helping sofi move yesterday. 9 hours of pure lifting and organizing made me tired. Today i am going to take it easier.
On a bad note. More bassist problems. Not cooperative, our bassist doesnt wanna play in dubuque again. Says its a problem of the psyche/ego. Whatever, we are not gonna stay here playing the same places over and over ad naseum. What matters is what we do, that is what we are. Who are we going to let dictate to us what we are, our value, and what we will do in the future? Thats what integrity and belief in yourself and confidence is. You cannot convince others unless you are convinced. IF u give in, you are pretty much on the decline. I dont think that we should back off, but rather pound our way into their hearts and minds. Thats what its about. Fucking disgust, what lame excuses abound!