Shirley Manson and i, a love story
So check it...
havent written in a long time.
So in a nutshell here it goes, Sonnets good, Sonnets bad. Which one will show up im not exactly sure but its got on my nerves b4 and i lashed out at the last Silvies show. Maybe the result of too much stored inside and too much going on, could be, but i didnt feel the love that night at all.
Calypso good, calypso eh. Sometimes gets on my nerves as well.
Waxon 7, good, but damn its just like a scoot. Temperemental and sometimes wont run properly. Needs lotsa care. So far we are still hitting Austin and maybe San Antonio.
Relationship wise, it could go either way...hard to say.
Work? Still trying.
Still Trying.
So yesterday after extensive pug caring i went home, got ready, friends came over, ordered food from Potosi, drove like mad to get there and to wttw to see the live taping of Garbage.
Got there w one minute to spare.
Found our spots and were acting the fools.
Funny and all, but i did like the songs, band looked sometimes bored as the audience in the front rows.
We were wayyyy more energetic upstairs, we meaning the 3 of us, everyone else looked dead.
As Kelley joked, "we are ruining their chances for getting on tv"
We did synchronized dances, hair windmills, fist in air, rock goats, etc.
I even pulled out the lighter for the quiet song.
Then i started yelling to Shirley i loved her and wanted to marry her, then after some dufus said he loved her all wimpy, i yelled out I LOVE U MORE to which kelley replied HE DOES HE DOES, and then she asked him something like if he really loved her and i responded yes i love you more...and she said, no lie "shutup, i wasnt talking to you Smartass!!!"
I was so giddy!!!
She spoke to me!!!
Later on she danced in front of me, winked while pointing at me, then blew a small kiss. I of course did the same...ahhh sweet misery!!!
My brush w greatness continues!
Thursday, August 18, 2005
more of it
Lots of things changing, lots staying the same.
Here i am again, not moving.
Got myself a cool new roomie.
Bands ok, rough at times.
Im trying to get a job now.
Have been making the rounds again.
Trying to eat somewhat better.
Still need to excercize more.
I got some loose ends tied up.
Dont know exactly where im heading still.
I am trying to take responsibility for things.
Tomorrow looks a lot brighter for me.
